One Sad Panda
Just like me
Hello everybody.
I know.. Long time, no see.
I have been having a hard lately and haven't been in the mood to blog.
For whatever reason, my depression has decided to mess with my mind.
And I hate when that happens.
Do I try new medications, exercise more.... shoot myself...
So many choices... so little time.
Just in case you were wondering, I will try more exercise and medications first.
My life just seemed to be falling down all around me and I couldn't do anything to stop it.
All I could do was sit and watch everything go to hell.
Well now I am trying to get back to whatever normal is.
Trying to figure out what my goals are and how to reach them.
What do I really want?
Are my goals attainable?
Or am I just fooling myself?
Will I be able to reach my weight goals?
(Did I mention that I fired my trainer??)
Do I truly want to go back to school and finish up my degree in the MBA program?
Or do I go back to school and do what I think I really want to do?
Do I go back and get a degree in fine art photography?
Do I go into music? ....... most likely not.... But I do love playing.
Maybe I should rename this The Bitch of Losing... And Gaining...
Gaining a clue that is.
So here we go again.
Please stick around for the ride.
It should at least be interesting.
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